May She Rest in Peace

To Pak Lah,

My condolences. Your country grieves with you.

Wishing you peace during this time of mourning.

Live, let live, and let go

You’ll never know who you’ll find on the net. And you’ll never know who finds you.

What if, you’ve gotten rid of the past but the past ain’t got rid of you?

They lurk behind IP addresses and anonymous nicknames.

They still want to know what you’re doing, where you’ve been and how you’re getting on with life.

Some might say, “Knowledge is Power”. But other’s might say, “Live, let live, and let go”.

What’s the use of using that knowledge when they’ve got nothing to use it against?

It’s like grabbing sand, throwing it in the air, and getting some in the eyes.

Frustrating and painful isn’t it?

Friends looking up old friends are a different story.

But what if enemies look up old enemies?

What if bitterness looks up bitterness?

What if fire looks up fire?

All you’ll get is ashes - remnants of the past.

The Past, is meant to be left behind. "Live, let live, and let go."

Life Updates

The Husband has had some time to capture and create an online life journal for the both of us.

Life in general, has been a great challenge. The job aspect has given me the endurance of the mind to just keep on improving.

For instance, I work in a software solutions company and do their writing for them.

All my life, I was never really drawn to technology and was petrified to figure out how things worked behind the scenes (html codings and such).

Now, I have to WRITE about it and explain to my many audiences why they should BUY our solutions to make work more profitable and efficient.

Life's kinda funny that way.

The Marriage aspect has also given me the endurance of the heart to keep on loving unconditionally.

I've learned that through lots of communication, patience, understanding, wisdom, and dirty-looks really hold a marriage together ;)

I've also accepted the fact that there will be two loves in The Husband's life. His lovely wife (Me) and his lovely whore (Ps2).

Actually, I don't really mind the Ps2 that much anymore. At least it keeps his mind occupied from thinking about having sex. ;)

A side the job and marriage, I'm also being challenged by 13-17 year-old girls on Saturdays.

Some of these girls are real gems - talented and brainy. Some of them are getting the hang of living life as an adolescent. And a handful are bitches in the making.

What I would give to incorporate corporal punishment.

So even on weekends, I'm challenged to expand my wisdom, stretch my patience and develop my tolerance to some disrespectful teenagers.

Man...it's hard to give up Saturdays. I guess I'm giving "Challenge" a run for its money.